(grin)

I was not listening to them. It seems complicated when you tell what you want to say & the others listen but see things differently. I was literally laughing behind their backs, but the fruitless conversation went on. They were trying to convince me, but stubborn as I am I had nothing to lose. I always play the game like I have nothing to lose. When I say see they don’t want to why should I care?
Pain can come to you in any form and you cannot even run away from it. I’m having my nose amputated- it always bleeds, it gives unwanted displeasure and I can’t smell gross. I wish there would be the undo feature in real life. Just hit Ctrl+Z and you’re off, having a new start. Or at least the hold feature like in 3D S Max. How man could never be wrong… or rather the computer guys could hold from wronging. Who knows? There are still bugs in MS Dos.
Life has a weird way of taking the plunge it hurts when someone pushes. We never see it coming, but it does like a whim of a madman- it comes uninvited but goes only when you suppress it. However we are going to see each other soon and I’ll ask him what really happened. It’ll be soon.